i used this site for other stuff but then i didnt want that other stuff anymore so now i have different stuff. This old stuff is not stylized but i like the style so i'll keep it.

New year, new year

Today is a rainy day and everyone is inside. I feel frozen or weight down by all the water that is on display. Nobody knows how to deal with anything except for mathematicians. But i think they mady up their own rules to make sense of things. They are among the most scared people of the earth i guess. together with me. Who knows what will happen tommorow. I am scared of a lot of things but i am also scared of non things like being mediocre. i guess that is why rain always feels heavy. Everybody gets wet when they go outside. there is no difference between you and me. We all accept the state we are in because we watched the wheater channel yesterday evening. No one knows what will happen tommorow. We get up and just breakfast and maybe get wet in the shower and then go outside if we have to. Why do we even have cars? Cant we just live closer together?

There was a moment in my life where i almost got sidetracked but then i decided against it.